Never.

Why do I feel this way? I said I never would. I promised I never would. 
I feel like I'm going behind everyone's backs and stabbing them in their backs for liking him, but I just.. I can't help it.. I can't.
The feeling gets stronger every day, it sucks. I mean, sure, it feels nice liking someone, and them knowing and being okay with it. But it hurts, knowing they'll never give you a chance.. 
I feel like crying, but I can't be weak. I'm not the kind of girl that guys like.. I'm awkward, weird, and just plain old.. Not their type.
I'm never the girl that guys like..
*sigh*