Thanks.

I can't even begin to explain the happiness that yesterday and today have caused me.
Yesterday, I got to hang out with Ben..And that was just amazing.
And now I'm dating him.. Which is even better. <3
I can't even begin to describe how happy I am.
And I have to give most of the thanks, to one person.
Jamie.
She's my best friend, my wifey, my ex girlfriend, my sister, my step daughter, my sanity. She's helped me through SO much.. I don't even know how to make it up to her. She's one of the only things that keep me sane(Even though I think I'm just a bit past the saving point). She's been there since we starting talking in September, and she's been supportive the whole way through. At least.. Supportive about the things she thinks are good for me.
And even though she was doubtful about me and Ben at the beginning, she stuck with me, and got him to actually give me a chance. And she's been through hard times, too. And I haven't been there for her NEARLY enough as I should be, but she loves me anyway. Plus she makes awesome bracelets. So I owe her (And the rest of our circle, Aka, Ben<3, Brittney, Emily, and Jayme. (And out of our circle, Lauren, Liz, Beka, All of my other friends, and all my dumbass exes)), for where I am and who I am today.
And I couldn't be happier. I love you guys. <3